Life without Baby

So my Mom & Dad have been wanting to take Jaxon home with them for quite some time now. Wednesday was the day when both parties (I & them) agreed that the time had come for just that. So I met them halfway, and holding back tears, gave them the little man. He will stay with them until tomorrow! That's 4 days!! It's a little sad & VERY weird to not have him around. I wake up in the mornings thinking: Okay now, any minute I'm gonna hear Jaxon. But nope. During the days when it's dead quiet, I rush around the house trying to get things done, because in my mind Jaxon is taking a nap! But nope. It's a very strange feeling. It sort of feels like a little of me is missing. It's kind of nice to have the freedom to do whatever I want though. Not that I do much anyway but work. I wonder what he is thinking? I wish I could talk to him on the phone. Does he miss me? He better!! I really think it was good for him to go there. I had to work 4 days this week, and I hate always having to ask my sis- in law to watch him because we are ALWAYS having to do it. Thanks, Monica! So since I can't be with him, I am glad he gets to spend time with his Grandma & Grandpa & Uncles. They just love him. Or did. We'll see what they think about him now, after 4 days of non-stop Jaxon! Thanks Mom & Dad!! I wish I had pictures of all the happenings at Grandma & Grandpa's house! When Jaxon is old enough, I will teach him all about cameras, and send him on his merry way with one wherever he may go. But until then, I guess what happens at Grandma's stays at Grandmas!!