Saturday, January 14, 2012

and then BAM it hit me.

i woke up and realized that i'm 25.
i'm 25 and i'm a mom of 2 boys.

when did all of  this happen?

seriously.

it wasn't that long ago that i graduated from high school, was it? 
now i have two human beings that i'm in charge of. i grew them in my uterus and they call me mom. I'M their mom. Me.

uhhhhh...no. i'm still 18 though. i swear i am.
when did this happen?

am i everything i thought i'd be at age 25? hahahaha YEAH. RIGHT.
of course not. who is?
25 is old. 25 year olds have careers. and they're serious. they don't listen to music, well good music anyway. they're adults. they know who they are. they are grown up. they don't paint their toe nails or eat cake batter. 25 is old. they have it together. this is not me. i'm still younger than this! i swear i am!

if time keeps going this fast, i don't know what i'll do.
25!!!


jax, 4 years
i have a 4 year old!

mason, 5  months.


5 comments:

Staci said...

hahah you are so funny. I still see the 18 yr old in you. You gotta keep your youthfulness in you no matter how old you get. I actually exactly where I pictured myself at the age of 27. I went the safe route and never had big plans for myself at a young age...it's probably b/c I knew I would never grow up to be smart with some career...being a mom with a great husband sounded good to me. So that was my goal. I'm not an over achiever. I think you are doing pretty darn good for yourself too ;) Your babies are the sweetest!

Greg and Mel said...

Age is only a number. You are as young as you feel! (people tell me this all the time) I freak out because in April, I will be 29 and in my last year of my 20s. 30 sounds old!! 25 sounds young. Enjoy it!!! :)

Anonymous said...

Haha! You are so funny! But I totally relate... I kinda freaked out when I hit 25 too. That is like being "over the hill" in your twenty's! That means that you are on the downhill slope to hitting 30 before you know it! It is crazy how we wanted to be older than we were and now that you hit 25 every year I wish I were turning younger. But, look at the life you have! You have a beautiful family and you are so talented at so many things! Happy Birthday!

Alecia said...

oh hahah its not my bday but thanks! i've been 25 for a few months now..it just kinda hit though. rough stuff.

APRIL DAVIS said...

Dude...I think you've only been hanging out with 25-year-olds in Utah...in the rest of the world we're still super young, usually not married, and just starting real careers anyway. And who says you can't do whatever you want now anyway? Do you want a career? Nothings keeping you from school if you want, jobs if you want-any of it. You're going to look back in 10 years, when we are older and think you were so young, so full of energy, so skinny so everything we think of when we look back at ourselves at 15-so if you want to do something-do it! (while you're still yonung, lol)

Relax. Be nice. Whatever.